8/23/08

Make It Go Away

I'm in a foul mood.

I'm tired, I'm cranky, I feel like a freaking reproductive failure. Nothing has gone right the past couple months, we just keep getting shit on and I wish it could all go away.

6 comments:

kim said...

Life has been shitting on me constantly since January. Just when I think things are looking up, even a tiny bit, more bad news. It just has to get better soon, for both of us.

Jill said...

Sending lots of hugs. I hope things get better soon!

Stephanie said...

(((hugs)))

Ben and Amanda said...

I'm so sorry!! I hope things get better for you real soon!!

I know how you feel about being a reproductive failure though...infertility sucks big time and I hope and pray that we can all get through this sooner than later!!

((((hugs))))

One Difficult Journey said...

I hope things get better for you.I am not exactly in your position but I know the disappointment of things 'never working'. It seems so unfair that for some people everything seems so easy yet people like us have to struggle so much. People keep saying things happen for a reason and God never gives you something you can't handle. I don't know if I believe that all the time but I am trying to. Good luck! LEM5

Monterey Mommie said...

Jennifer, let me step out on a limb here and speak from one Christian lady to another - God has a plan for us all. I read the lyrics of the songs you posted, and from them I understand that Jesus is cradling you in His Hands. He weeps with you and He feels your pain. Try not to let your depression keep you from feeling the comfort of the Master's Hand. You are His special creation and when you lash out at yourself, you're telling Him that He's made a horrible mistake in the wonderful woman that is Jennifer. Remember, the eagle flies above the storm. I'll pray that you can get above the maelstrom that you're in and fly above the dark clouds with Him. I love you. (you don't have to post this - but just wanted to reach out) De